I had found this quote on pinterest and laughed.
Earlier in the day I had found myself kneeling in our room pouring my heart out to our Heavenly Father with tears streaming down my face.
We had finally received some good news on Mike's unemployment appeal and he was getting his first pay check from his new employer. Our financial issues were going to be settled and we would be caught up on all of our bills and could start fresh with October working on Dave Ramsey's Financial Peace baby steps. But then I checked our account and his paycheck had not been deposited. Mike called to see when we would receive the partial payment we had been granted from unemployment had was told he was ineligible because a form was never filled out - they would send another one and then we MAY receive something but it was highly unlikely.
At that point I was broken. I had held on to hope and prayers, knowing that if we could just get through the roughest parts of the past few months, we would be okay. We've began repairing our broken marriage. We spent more time as family. God and faith became regular topics of discussion in our home again. I had felt like we were finally finding our footing and could see a glimpse of the light at the end of the tunnel.
My battered heart and soul couldn't anymore. Being positive and believing something, anything good would happen disappeared, and then I began to plead with Heavenly Father. With a broken heart and tears streaming down my face I prayed. For relieve (even in the tiniest degree). For faith. For love. For comfort. For knowledge that He has a plan and soon I will see.
...and after my pleading I felt peace and comfort. I still had no idea how I was going to pay bills, put gas in our cars, and feed our children. But I felt like it was all going to be okay.
And it is.
Not on my time or even my way.
But in His time and His way.